Fathers and Mother’s Day

Every year I’m reminded of the loss of both my parents. Slowly come to terms with that loss, grief still remains strong. Love for both of them will not disappear any time soon. I can remember their voices, full of memories. Lost a part of me that day, both dates are painful memories. Unable to forget a single detail about it. Music that was played I can’t listen to it anymore without crying.

Really should seek therapy but takes weeks, time is far too limited. I don’t think a single day should be a celebration but every day. Not until something is gone do you understand just how much you miss it. I never understand the whole point of it.

Artificial marketing day is designed to sell more things. I don’t need a special day to feel connected to my parents. Hope one day I can be a parent